Sometimes, during desperate moments I just wish you would understand the person
hidden behind the veils of laughter
and your arms would come around to comfort me
of the endless, senseless pain
caused strangely by your indifference....
Sometimes when the void threatens to consume me
And your absence takes its toll
Above everybody’s presence
I just wish that for a few moments I could call back
The times when we could talk about ourselves
Instead of the whole world around us.
Sometimes when the depth of the ocean mocks
The sea of tears held up inside me
I wish you would just appear and let me cry on your shoulder
Just for once
And let me break down oblivious
To the self erected bounds of loneliness.
Sometimes when life looks down and me and guffaws
At the moments when I neglected to care for you
When you were still there
I wish you would walk in from the doorway
And tell me that it is never too late
Sometimes when the chords of some lost song
Falls upon my ears
I close my eyes and pray that you could feel
The melancholy and for once feel the same way as I do
Sometimes when I come across happiness
I crave for your company
To make it meaningful and worth recollecting.
Sometimes when I feel that we were so meant to be
Yet always distant, separated by an invisible force
I curse myself for my helplessness
And ask for a chance to make you smile.
Sometimes when I trip across the laughing face of yours when we last met
I wish I could have somehow
Stolen that moment from the stream of time
Kept it safe in my heart forever.